One year ago from today
One year ago from today I left my ex husband. No one will know what I went thru in that marriage. But today is a new day and I am so great full for Allah letting me see another year and inshallah he will allow me to see many more. I honestly can’t express how happy I am compared to last year. I am able to be REAL people those who really are there for me. Loving my NY life love and friends !!!
I’m so happy my son can see me happy everyday instead of miserable. It’s me and him for a little while not worrying about any of these dudes right now. But today is my birthday so I will take a big booty hoe 😂😂😂😂 Jk.. Or am I ?😏
All I have learned in a year and I’m ready to learn more. This little thing called life is very interesting but I am ready for it !
Frustrated 😔😣😭 vent post
I would have never thought my life was going to be this way with a child! It is getting hard and frustrating! Being a single mother is hard! I hate that I am a “baby momma” I would never seen this for myself. Yes I have family that helps but I am pretty sure it’s not like having a husband that will help. I feel like I can never have a break because he is still nursing so I can’t really leave him for too long. I feel bad for feeling this way but I just wanna be able to leave him for a while so I can just have a break!
Words can’t even explain how I feel! I feel like I will never forgive certain people. But I know I should but if things were said during or before the marriage I wouldn’t be in this position Questions still haven’t been answered and I know they will never be but yet I am suppose to just let things go and let my son go. Hell no! What more frustrating is that I have been threatened if I were to remarry my son would be taken away from me. It’s funny when people wanna use Islam for their favor !
It’s funny how people know the situation that I am in and they don’t ask if I need a lick of support. But all they do have to say is divorce isn’t good when you have a child you should work things out. Shut THE HELL UP! Bc were you trying to talk to me when I was out there now that I’m gone you know who I am. Please keep it moving! Ugh! One person had the nerve to say oh he moved into a bigger place so you should be happy now. I swear to god I wanted to punch that heffa in her face right at that moment. You have the nerve to say that knowing all the stuff I been thru! You have the nerve to say you know when he is up to things and he isn’t doing anything. Ok so what comes out about 2 months later. Don’t even look me in my face bc you had the nerve to tell me this bull!
You have to nerve to say he is a good brother. He is a good husband. My ass you marry him and let’s see how good he is! Smh!
*drops the phone for dramatic effect*
He loves looking at himself. He is amazed
